Well...shit havent left anything in here for like a week...life hasnt been that exciting so its ok you guys havent missed out on anything...except I almost got arrested on like..weds...for havin a pipe...wowsers...people these days...idk how i got out of it...oh well...last night my dad told me to do wat I got to do to get back to my moms and not ( Read more... )

well had a good day...didnt have to go to school for some reasons...sat at home went out to eat came home..got drunk with my pops his friend and my step mom...hahaha...sittin here listenin to KMK being faded..Idk even know wats going on...amI IMing someone or is this my lj...or am I sending an e-mail..fuck idk...later...

man...god damnit...I'm so pissed at myself...I got caught with alcohol at school today..and one cigarette and a lighter...they gave me a field sobriety test...I passed...cuz I'm sort of a good kid...but just as I start to make a turn around...I blew everything over...FUCK...FUCK....FUCK!!...I always mess up...but oh well atleast I wasnt stoooooned ( Read more... )

well I made a good decision today...I could have blazed with james and them but I didnt...I passed it up...thats only one out of like...a bazillion tho...this "pause" thing isnt gunna be that hard...hopefully...it smelt so good tho...but I thought about the worst thing that can happen if I get caught...and losing THAT PERSON...those friends...these ( Read more... )

well remember when I said Im workin on turning around...well its starting to turn for me...I have alot of stuff...well I HAD alot of stuff in my life that I want back but lost it cuz of my decisions...bad decisions...Im making an effort not just for me but my parents..my friends in el cajon...I want to come back to u guys...my mom my dad and I came ( Read more... )

wowsers...had a great weekend haha...loooong sotry only few know...gtg ant stay awake

well scripps sucks like usuall lifes pretty lame..met a new girl...supposed to chill with her this weekend...Im trying my hardest to move back in with my mom guys...its almost there..I should be back in el cjaon soooon....love you guys..
later

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well had another one of those talks with my dad today...he made a good point...if I keep on this road...Im guna end up in prison...I dont want that and that was really a reality check...I need to straighten out and its no ones fault but mine..so I dont know why I sit here and complain to you guys... I mean...I was only on probation for 5 days by ( Read more... )

well took the familia car out for a ride last night...got caught my dad tryed locking me up but he couldnt cuz I didnt commit a crime infront of the cops and the cops have to birng you in....it wasnt even worth it but oh well...I dont give a fuck now...I know if I fuck up now I have to deal with it...me and my dad came to a deal...I cause to much ( Read more... )

Cannabis Cup finals..

LETS GET READY TO BUUUBBBLLLLEEE!!!!

well had an OK day I guess...my dad listens to KMK now...wowsers...well leave me a cool post to cheer me up