* "We are not made for the mountains, for sunrises, or for the other beautiful attractions in life - those are simply intended to be moments of inspiration. We are made for the valley and the ordinary things of life and that is where we have to prove our stamina and strength."
Oswald Chambers

* "What most people need to learn in life is how to love ( Read more... )

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These last few days have been really hard for me. Yesterday I was feeling so depressed I asked Val if I could go home early. Just so I could lay in bed and mope. She said I could, but it didn't work out, and I ended up staying 15 minutes longer. Oh well. Today was a little better. Well.. it started better. By the time 4:00 rolled around I was so ( Read more... )

This is just fucking great! I am sick. My nose is runny and stuffy, my ear is plugged, it hurts to swallow, I'm irritable, and if that isn't enough, I am cramping too. This all couldn't have started 4 days ago so I could have had my whole four day weekend to recover... no! It had to happen the night before I have to go back to work. Ugh.... I even ( Read more... )

So on Sunday Chris and I went to Baskin Robins, got some ice cream and took it down to Richmond Beach with the camera. We got there just as the sun was setting and I got some amazing pictures... Check em out =)
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I'm kind of frustrated right now. I was on myspace, looking at all my friends profiles, and I realized something. I don't see them anymore. Or really talk to them. One of my best friends of like 10 years, I haven't seen snice graduation. My other best friend, I haven't seen in like 2 years, and only talk to like every few months. I really miss ( Read more... )

It's been a while snice my last post. It's now 11:30 on a Wednesday night and I'm sitting in a 24 hour kinkos on the computer consumed by all my thoughts. Our computer has been pawned, and that is why I'm at Kinkos. So anyways ( Read more... )

I need release. Half of me wants to shout and scream and just blow up, yet the other half just wants to run.. again. Expect this time, I don't have anywhere to run. At least no where that I want to go. I fear though, that if I do run away, I'll regret it. I keep sinking further and further into debt. I can't seem to hold my head above the water. ( Read more... )

Today was a really long day. Forcing myself to get up at 4:30 every morning is starting to catch up with me. Today being Friday, and a payday went extra slow and to top things off... it was our last day of training. My brain feels like it was stuffed with information in a time span of 3 seconds. I'm still trying to sort everything out and I got ( Read more... )

So.... I haven't updated in a while, so I thought I'd give it a try...

I am completly moved in with Chris and life is great! I love being out on my own. I think I finally found that "independence" I've been looking for. haha I'm slowly learning my way around.. I still get lost sometimes.. but it's all good.

I got a new job at ICT group, Inc. doing ( Read more... )