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I'm kind of frustrated right now. I was on myspace, looking at all my friends profiles, and I realized something. I don't see them anymore. Or really talk to them. One of my best friends of like 10 years, I haven't seen snice graduation. My other best friend, I haven't seen in like 2 years, and only talk to like every few months. I really miss hanging out with them. I've been thinking a lot about the things we used to do, our old inside jokes... I guess all in all.. I just miss feeling young. I miss being able to go out, now knowing what time I'll be home, and not having to tell anyone when I'm gonna be there. I miss going to parties, getting drunk, getting stoned, meeting new people while I'm drunk and stoned..... I feel like I jumped from 19 to 30 in the last 6 or 7 months.
Oh, and to make matters worse. There's snow outside. That's right. SNOW. In Seattle. I am pissed. Oh, and it's cold too. REALLY FUCKING cold. I'm looking forward to summer. Oooh... I can't wait to go swimming!! Although, I'm getting goosebumps just thinking about it.
I talked to my mom today. It was good to hear her voice. She keeps telling me about these medical things she has to do, and I'm gettin kind of worried about her. Oh, and I guess Melissa has had the flu and has missed like 6 days of school. Poor lil girl has thrown up 13 times.
Ugh... I'm so annoyed... I haven't been able to wright a complete post in here in forever... I always get interupted.
Oh, and to make matters worse. There's snow outside. That's right. SNOW. In Seattle. I am pissed. Oh, and it's cold too. REALLY FUCKING cold. I'm looking forward to summer. Oooh... I can't wait to go swimming!! Although, I'm getting goosebumps just thinking about it.
I talked to my mom today. It was good to hear her voice. She keeps telling me about these medical things she has to do, and I'm gettin kind of worried about her. Oh, and I guess Melissa has had the flu and has missed like 6 days of school. Poor lil girl has thrown up 13 times.
Ugh... I'm so annoyed... I haven't been able to wright a complete post in here in forever... I always get interupted.