Recently I have remembered that I have a live journal. I wondered to myself why I haven't been writing or reading other peoples journals. It used to be such a big part of my life. Now I don't find myself peering into people's lifes, I am much more just a person starign off into space. Waiting for things to just happen. And believe it or not things ( Read more... )

Yes, I fucked up. But unfortunately for me I do have a life to dedicate myself to. I have a job and I have family that I need to be at and with. Sure friends are important to me but if they can't see that sometimes I am just really bad at knowing when dates are and what I have time for. Then fuck them and they can go to hell!

A few weeks ago, one ( Read more... )

School is windling away, I only have 2 more weeks before finals. I always feel right about now that these classes I'm taking are never going to end. And in some ways I don't want them to. I don't feel that I'm ready to stop learning about that subject, I don't feel like I have learned enough to take that final test. But in the end I will know that ( Read more... )

I must say the skiing was terrific. Unfortunately it is a bad year for Montana this year. They were 9 feet under their normal snow conditions. But all in all it was awesome. I realized that the mountain are much longer than any ski resort here in Michigan. My legs were sore the first day and I had to take it easy for the rest of the 4 days that I ( Read more... )

Montana is only a few days away now. For those of you that don't know about my trip, I will briefly fill you in. I'm going to Montana for Spring Break. And I will not be laying out in the sun, but I may soak up some UV rays from the reflection off the snow. Yes, that's right kiddies, I going skiing in Montana. Google has a really good map of the ( Read more... )

I think a great idea I heard from a ski patroller buddy. He says that you should just take 12 credits for one semester. You should intern or co-op for the summer and carry that co-op through the fall semester. And then you should take those 12 credits in the spring semester. Then you save all of your motovation for that one semester and you ( Read more... )

Everyday I look around me and I see a whole lot of smart students. I look at my life and I say to myself, "I am the stupidest smart kid at this school." I really try in school but plainly I'm just bad at my test taking abilities. I don't do good on any sort of test or quiz and that is how the college grades you. They say that it doesn't matter what ( Read more... )

Over the course of this new semester I have worked with situations that started problems with my friends. I feel over Christmas break I damage a relationship with one of them. I told them what I thought was the truth and what was on my mind. This person is already depressed on their appearance in the world of today. I have also had to work out the ( Read more... )

Christmas break was awesome. I lost my job at Gordon’s Food Service. I skied two whole days with my cousins. And I got to hang out with my closest friends. Although I didn’t get to hang out with all of the people I wanted to see during the beginning of break. Towards the end of break I through a party at my cabin and I got to see my best of friends ( Read more... )

I have endured the last bit of repetition. I am like a dog that jumps through the flaming hoop. First I'm taught to jump through a normal hoop, which I'm told I will recieve a treat in the end. Finally comes the day when I have to jump through the flaming hoop. And after jumping through the hoop, I'm told to sit and wait for my treat. That treat is ( Read more... )