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Fortitude
It has been a desperately long time since I even thought about sharing myself with the world at large again. I wish I thought it mattered ( Read more... ) -
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Just. Give. Up.
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Generic Update Number Two Hundred and Thiry Six
So, I'll start with the good signs. Booted up Secret World again and immediately found helpful people in the OOC channels for roleplayers. Hoping I can find people this time around, as I otherwise liked the game ( Read more... ) -
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The mood has hit me to start writing for a horror campaign that's unlikely to ever see daylight once more. Still, at least I'm in the mood for something, yeah? As inspiration I'm going through various horror and suspense films just to see if it sparks any useful ideas. And I have to tell you... there's a lot of horrible shit out there. Not as ( Read more... ) -
Variable Plot Device
As the week progresses, I'm going from optimistic to suspicious. The house is up for short-sale and foreclosure both, but it's looking like the short-sale will get to be a thing. Except I'm being asked for more and more paperwork at the behest of credit auditors. The same credit auditors who have sent me three denial letters regarding options to ( Read more... ) -
Don't Call It a Comeback
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Fundamental Differences
She said once that it doesn't seem like this situation, this break up, is affecting me at all. I pointed out that I mourned this months ago when we both made it clear that nothing would change. I've tried to be supportive. To show concern. To say nothing bad about her openly or to the kids. To make sure my friends and family understand this is ( Read more... ) -
For Future Reference
This isn't about love ( Read more... ) -
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I might be done here.
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A Note to My Future Self
It's only been a week, I know. But this pain is constant. So, I want you to know... I understand. If this is not something you can live with. If you're done pretending that everything is okay. That nothing affects you ( Read more... )