We are over its now just me. Deep down I knew this was coming but was still being hopeful that we could work things out. I know its only a few hours post but thinking I should still see a doctor about my depression issues. Yes tonight I wanted to drive my car off a bridge understandably but thoughts like this have been plaguing me for some time and ( Read more... )

We've hit the single digit mark in the countdown to Poland. Being super nervous is one thing plus having a major argument with the person you will be spending 18 days together, meeting his family and traveling across the globe to an area where you will not be able to communicate with non-english speakers is a tad. bit. daunting ( Read more... )

Antek and I never get to see each other even though we now live so close due to work schedules. So it is not unreasonable for me to want to spend the whole weekend with him right? Well how am I supposed to react when he doesn't and he never seems interested in seeing me? Long story short he no longer has my keys, he was informed I will not be ( Read more... )

I have inherited a healthy dose of paranoia about money from my family. My mother tries to plan well but struggles while my dad is the planning master and doesn't budget for many fun things ( Read more... )

I had been looking at petfinder for a while to look for a small-ish dog to hopefully be some company for Ditto. I was approved by a rescue group and invited out to meet the pup at one of their adoption events at a local pet store ( Read more... )

Got to spend the day with my boys, was surprised last night when I was informed by text that I would be getting breakfast cooked for me and I could sleep in until 10:30 LOL. I was supposed to go help with the dressage club's show this weekend but with Antoni's and my schedule this weekend I cancelled for today. Will be going out there tomorrow, if ( Read more... )

I am finally working the shift I was hired for, second shift, so generally 4pm to 2am. As long as I keep to the general time frame on off days I do very well on the shift which has somewhat surprised me since I have been on a 7am start the day schedule for so long. Since we are emergency only we usually get busy at those hours since normal clinics ( Read more... )

So this weekend was bound to be a strange one granted the planned activities and it lived up to it for sure.
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YES I know being a grown up sucks, but don't we ALL go through it?! So why would I complain about it?? If I have a complaint it is a legit one that shouldn't be treated like a teenager throwing a bitch fit ( Read more... )

Antek and I are currently taking a break and just putting some distance between us so mostly he can think, me on the other hand, am going crazy ( Read more... )