Ladies and Gentleman im back and still bitchen. LETS GO FROM THE TOP SHALL WE!!!! Well lets start with the basics, school is goin to hell and i have a new BF by since my last entry and you know what i looked at it today and i realized i had no idea what the fuck i was talkin about. I dont need someone to be ok i just wanted a booty buddy or ( Read more... )

WHAT THE FUCK.....i am so tired of being alone.....(for those of you that know me) my BF came back the one that broke my heart is now putting it in a blender and lovein every min of it. Heres the story, we got back togeather a few days after we broke up and i was so happy to see him and he was so worried that i was mad at him.....but its getting ( Read more... )

Today started the best that it can my new found love came over to see me and it was aginst his family wishes........it sent chills down my body but i dont know whats goin on. In the past few days his life has been exposed to his frineds and family and when we were togeather "I love you's" were exchanged constantly, but today i told him twice that i ( Read more... )

Right now im not in the worst of moods beacuse i miss everyone, Rem is not here Kitty is with Malik and Beeker seems to have disapeared (what you have always seen as me is a shell).........and im lonley, the last person who gave a shit about me, never got the returned love that he needed. and for that im going to hell. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. I just wish ( Read more... )

For the oddest reason, i have been doin alot of partying these last few weeks and not as much homework as i sould and i dont like it but i do like the attention that it brings. i havnt had a sober weekend in two weeks, last night i went out to a "frat like" party and got really wasted and embarassed myself by having 4 tequila shots in a row on an ( Read more... )

eww nasty nasty nasty, no JK its been really wierd these last few days for me. Partied a lil more than usuiall, no regrets just a lil different thats all, nothing new just procrastinating and i dont really want to start it but i will in a min. FOOD ME HUNGY AHHHH FEEED THE VASH FEEEED OR DIE, Woah had a resedent evil moment lol, what ould you call ( Read more... )

Its been a long time since i have been here, dont know y figured you know that its no biggy but expressing myself is helpful but feels more sympothetic to me. That may not be the case but the feelin is still there. Well just an update, my last BF the "anime boy" is gone i lost him to the seperation issue and the fact that we never say each other, i ( Read more... )

Today was a late day, Mainly beacuse i had a late night dont really like doin this any more. i was thinking about that offer that i got the other day, i dont really know what to make of it, i just dont wanna be used. On a lighter side i got in my first real snowball fight today, interestingly eneough it was 6 to 3 (six little kids and three of us) ( Read more... )

Simple request with odd reactions, that is how it goes with me this week. nothing really great i am hitting another work load that i pray will not eat me alive and i am struggling to not have my ass kicked by myself. Now back to the subject at hand i have been given an odd request and i am not too sure what to think about it, i don't hate the " ( Read more... )

There is only one way to carve a pumpkin and thats with your family (my real one is in texas so i had to make due with the one i got here). We had an interesting time and i know this was done a week or two ago but i had nothing else to say.

It all starts with the "dad" (quote, unquote) opening up the pumpkin.....

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