I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW AND I"M GANNA SNAP AND ANYONE WHO SEE'S IS WIILL GO "OOOOOOOOOOOO", "AHHH"

[dragon_belt]

Right now im not in the worst of moods beacuse i miss everyone, Rem is not here Kitty is with Malik and Beeker seems to have disapeared (what you have always seen as me is a shell).........and im lonley, the last person who gave a shit about me, never got the returned love that he needed. and for that im going to hell. PLAIN AND SIMPLE. I just wish i had someone who was a lil more like me, everyday i try to be unique, to stand out. Now that i see the world as it really is i would have nothing more than to fit in a croud that would understand what is really goin on inside my head. Im 20 now and i need someone to hold when i go to sleep to give a flying fuck about me in a scence to not tell me later, tomarrow, or that we will some day. I want a BF who cares, and mabe they can change me. i type this way in tears, my emotions are the ones driving my mind right now. As you read this realize that right now im in tears, taking extreme measures to satisfy my void in my soul. god be mercyful on me if he deems me worthy.

who i really am,
Casey Roland Medack
(Vash)