holy shit hwo the time flies by. Sometimes it seems to go by so fast that today becomes yesterday while you're eating lunch, when you laugh it goes in fastforward and it blurs your vision. When you sleep the weeks vanish and when you wake up you feel it but you're just to disorientated to be angry about the time that fell between the cracks of car ( Read more... )

well hello livejournal, been a long fuckin time huh ( Read more... )

so i got food poisoning on thursday or friday, i really can't remember cause that day was a big blur of vomit bouts starting around 6:50am at dads all the way a 30minutes drive to get a shot in my ass where the nurse woudlnt shut up about people passing out form needles, needles dont bother me at all, it took that thing in the ass like the man i am ( Read more... )

motherfuck god damnit, my hands shake, i can't sleep, i've got assault on my mind. it seems like the friend i called my brother is about as mature as the shit i took this morn. i dont know what to do. i wouldnt know what to say if he said hey to me right now. i want to say fuck you fuck off, you suck, i want to fucking beat you. what do you want. ( Read more... )

i can't sleep good today. everytime i close my eyes i see the same thing, and i cant get it off my mind. but i dont feel like doing anything else. t.v. sucks. reading can't stop me from thinking, the internet cant. music just reminds me more of them. and driving is aimless. today sucked, thats all i've done all day mentally. i've heloped old people ( Read more... )

and if you decide to be vulnerable and jump off a cliff the only pain you'll feel is the sting of the passing wind and the anticipation of the end of your flight. And you cna feel the sea just hit your face before you wake up and get a glass of water from the kitchen sink. You get up the next day and think if you take a chance and bring a parachute ( Read more... )

damn i love eggnog. and i jsut found out the rolling blackouts might be coming to to n.c. sometime early next year, hopefully before i leave ( Read more... )

you knows whats been missing out of the last few days?

a livejournal update from me

1500hp gas turbine engine. 120mm smoothbore cannon capable of making accurate kills up to 3000 meters away. thats going to be my job to get that where it needs to go. i don't think thats a bad thing at all to get payed to do that. no m1a1 has ever been destroyed by enemy fire in all combat history including that of otehr countries employing m1a1 or ( Read more... )

we're all wrong, and the homeless bum hands full of poo fighting a ghost is right and he believes heavens a chocolate train with a monkey for a conducter that farts lollipops.

corrections for a few entries ago