i know it's cheesy and lame, but i really do think new years is about fresh starts. it gives everyone a little hope that maybe they can try to change the shittyness in thier lives.
hey look, i can be optimistic.
sort of.
:-)
everyone have a good one and be safe, ok.

<3

i haven't updated this thing in what seems like forever. my life is moving faster than me and i don't know how to catch up ( Read more... )

i feel like i need to make a lot of changes in my life. i need to start concentrating on how to be a real person, with real-life emotions, i know its crazy. i refuse to miss anything else because i'm too scared, or unsure. i'm 17 years old, and it's time for me to start acting like it ( Read more... )

OH my God, I am just sick of it all.  it's like everything i touch turns to shit.  i wish people would just stop fucking around with me.
ok seriously, i am done with sad girl journal entries.  i want to be regular jen again.  i want to be happy again.  i just want to stop feeling the way i'm feeling.
i guess it's better to feel bad, than nothing at ( Read more... )

there is so much that i am thinking about right now. i want to just rest my brain for like 5 seconds. give me a break from life. please ( Read more... )

So, it has come time to resurrect the livejournal. Wow. Weird ( Read more... )

So I guess everyone got too cool for livejournal. It's weird, I used to live on this thing and now I NEVER update. But no one else updates anymore either. Lame! Everyone is too into myspace now... jerks.

i hate college. seriously. i feel like i'm having a panic attack because i have just started and stopped three applications to three different schools. i am so confused. and it feels like i have so much to do and absolutly no time to do it. i'm just stressed. i want to have a day where i can just work on college junk. do my applications and ( Read more... )

So here I am again with a broken computer. It's pretty lame, but hopefully my mom fixes it soon. I'm definitely using my cousin's computer to do this, but she's in the shower so it doesn't matter ( Read more... )

Registration was yesterday. You guys know what that means...we all have to post our schedules online and see what classes we have together. Here we go ( Read more... )