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OH my God, I am just sick of it all. it's like everything i touch turns to shit. i wish people would just stop fucking around with me.
ok seriously, i am done with sad girl journal entries. i want to be regular jen again. i want to be happy again. i just want to stop feeling the way i'm feeling.
i guess it's better to feel bad, than nothing at all right?
this day has been dragging like no other. ever since 3. that was only 3 hours ago but it feels like a lifetime. it's funny how certain things will affect you. and how you never saw it coming. and how you're pissed off at yourself for caring.
the bitching stops ..... NOW!
alright, anyways, the cheer hiatus is coming to an end next week. i don't know whether to be happy or sad. i'm leaning more towards sad. its not that i hate cheerleading, because oddly enough i sort of have missed it a little bit. i miss having something to do after school. it is something that just becomes a part of who you are after a while. as stupid as it sounds. because it is really ONLY cheerleading.
last night was saves the day. i am so happy i finally got to see them. beth was jealous. :-( she has liked them since her freshman year in highschool and she is like a grandma now...and by grandma i mean 21. anyways, the show was awesome. emanuel was well...loud. haha. the early november were actually enjoyable. senses fail was...senses fail. i really wish the lead singer of say anything wasn't crazy because then they would have been the headliners of the tour. seriously, stop being crazy and finally complete a fucking tour. i'm pretty sure this is the second they've had to drop out of. it would have been 10 times better if say anything was there, but what can you do right.
i tried to go get a job tonight. but it seems that nowhere wants to hire a 17 year old. 4 places have told me the exact same thing. and i'm getting really upset because i want to go to costa rica over spring break so bad, but if i don't have a job then i can't save up money to pay for it. my mom already told me she's not paying for it since we are going to mexico over winter break and because me and both my sisters are all graduating this year. i didn't know it was going to be this hard to get a stupid job.
And since I haven't posted pictures in a while...
80's DAY!
our lunch hour pretty much kicks ass.
ashley, justin, margie and me are the coolest kids ever.
this is why i love nicole. best 80's outfit EVER!
dancing with myseeellff... :-)
Operation Mullet and Operation Mullet Take two!
my favorite part of both operation mullets would have to be when nicole wanted to take a picture next to the above sign but ended up getting prickly things stuck all over her clothes.
Homecoming .... was actually fun this year.
i look so tiny next to margie.
no, my dress was NOT super skanky.
i'm the best dancer ever. hahah.
what is andy trying to do? i don't even know.
Justin turned 18!
yeah this kid, he's a legal adult now...scary.
i make the awesomest birthday presents.
Senior Night! No more football games for Jen - YESS!!
Seniors 06
our favorite junior :-)
the classic jen and nicole pose dating back to when we were wee freshman.
i'm pretty sure i wouldn't be a cheerleader if it wasn't for this girl.
WE WON!!! crazy.
here's the proof.
i love my friends. :-)
except they destroyed my car.
it took forever to clean the next day.
Halloween 05 - The one day I forgot to bring my camera to school :-(
marie is the bestest hula girl ever.
for some reason luis has a black eye and decided to wear the hula skirt... no one knows why.
Alright I'm done. That was a lot more than I expected to do. I realized that i need to start bringing my camera with me more places. Because there has been so many more fun times that have gone undocumented.
But looking at all my pictures over the past few monthes has actually made me happier. and now i'm off to pick eileen up for another monday night of watching laguna beach :-)