I turned 24 last weekend. And it was my first year of actually going out of my way to make birthday plans in NYC. I've never really wanted to have my birthday here because none of my real friends live here, and i never really felt compelled to invite a bunch of random associates to celebrate with me. So I invited my two best friends from out of ( Read more... )

3-day weekend.
lower back went out friday morning.
nice as hell outside.
bored.
cabin fever.
friends having bbq.
miserable.

So after four months of weening....i'm paxil-free!!! and have been since may 19. i feel pretty good, and the big blow of withdrawal symptoms i was expecting never came. i didn't even mean to completely stop when i did, but my family and i went to massanutten (lower appalacians in virginia) for a week and i FORGOT my meds in new york. i've NEVER not ( Read more... )

i thought about deleting my journal, just to get rid of a lot of my negativity that's floating around on the internet. but i decided against it because i've had this journal for seven years and i do like to know that i can come back to it, and check up on everyone else's whereabouts. so instead i started going through and deleting entries that i ( Read more... )

i really need some new user icons. but i want unique ones, and it's not like i know how to make them ( Read more... )

Not really. At least, it doesn't feel like it. But I haven't blogged in three months. THREE MONTHS!! What the hell have I been doing? Working I guess, but with not much money to show for it. I've realized that while I love my job, I don't much like living in New York. I can understand why a lot of people might think it's cool, but for me it's ( Read more... )

Just saw Spider-Man 3...it was all over the place and had like 8 villains and a bunch of corny lines and underdeveloped characters and plots and i guess it was entertaining, I just didn't like it that much. a bit of a disappointment after waiting so long after such a great sequel. Oh well. There's always Shrek the Third! Can't wait to see that ( Read more... )

you know what's hilarious? looking at my limewire monitor and seeing madd people downloading songs as they're being performed on american idol. i downloaded love hangover and wondered why i couldn't rename the file--because "it's being used by another program." i look at limewire and like 10 people are using me as their host just seconds after i ( Read more... )

I just discovered Amy Winehouse, and I love her! I saw a clip of her single on MTV and was curious so I downloaded some stuff and I'm so glad I did. Seriously this is the most refreshing stuff I've heard in a minute. It's like a Lauryn Hill/Corinne Bailey Rae/Cake/Joss Stone/The Supremes/someone else old school i'm not properly recognizing mash up ( Read more... )

Back on american soil and the weather is CRAZY BEAUTIFUL. I've been in the Bahamas for the past week, and I'm glad to be back not because I missed New York or my life here or anything, but because being with my friends for a week just has me feeling very uneasy about them right about now. Never should I feel like such an outcast among my inner ( Read more... )