Sometimes I feel like my life is in Shambles. And, ya know, just maybe it is. It could very well be that I have nothing in order and do not know anything that is going on. It could be that I have no control and nothing ever goes my way. It could be that my relationship with my girlfriend isn't as good as it should and I don't treat her like she ( Read more... )

I went golfing today. Shot a 41/39 for a grand total of, uh...80. Not too bad. I eagled a par 4. I was happy. I can't wait to see Kim. Are you and your fam gonna spend that week at the lodge with us? You should, that would be fun. Amy should come too. And Brian. And Liisa, and Rachel, and Des. And...Hmmm, who else was there. Randy, but he's kinda ( Read more... )

This morning when my alarm went off, the song that was playing was, "It's you I live for everyday". I just had to smile at God's sense of humor. He's just too funny. I liked that quote that one girl said at Burning Bush, "if you want to make God laugh, tell him your life plans" It made me smile. I love the sky. It just goes on and on and on. How ( Read more... )

So I woke up this morning, and I was gonna shower before I went to work but I was very tired, and my first thought was, "I have cancer". Not a fun thing to wake up and think. Then on my way to work things got better. Go figure. I was listning to the radio and this song came on, but I don't remember the words. Oh wait! They were "It's you I live for ( Read more... )

Sooooo....I skipped church and went golfing this morning. It was very bitterly cold. But I still managed to shoot a 40, so I guess it was ok. And I got two birdies in a row ( Read more... )

I need to get a lap top. But, I need to get a new cell phone first. Oh, thanks for reminding yourself Levi. Have to go to the Cingular website tonight ( Read more... )

So I go to this conferance with a DR at Centrasota(the people that pull out wisdom teeth and such) because if you recall a while ago, I said they wanted to break my jaw and move my jaw plates to make my teeth right. So we get there, he doesn't come in until about 2:15-2:20, the appoint was at 2 mind you. So he talks for a while, blah blah blah, and ( Read more... )

Tonight at youth group the topic was Humility. Honestly, I don't struggle a WHOLE lot with pride. I have some areas to work on, but not as much as people think. Tonight Jamie just touched a little on convictions. It was like for all of a minute maybe. It interested me and I've decided their is a difference between knowing and being convicted. I ( Read more... )

So, the media. Can I just say it's crap right now? Good, because I just did. In fact, I dislike the media very much. And by media I mean, music, movies, magazines, video games, etc... So, I was at a Seminar this weekend at the conferance and it was called "rage against the media". He gave alot of statistics on how much t.v. people watched and how ( Read more... )

Well, I'll be the first to update about the Duluth Weekend. It went well. I was very stressed and heavy hearted when I got there. Friday, well actually the whole weekend I couldn't get into worship at all. I felt so unworthy, so guilty and grimey and dirty. Friday night the guy talked about acknowledging the reality that God is first and absolute(I ( Read more... )