my my, it has been a long time. hasn't it ( Read more... )

blahblahblah. this is what i got from the boys today at lunch. obviously i can't please everyone but high school was over about oh, two years ago? at least i thought so. i mean, my gosh. how hard is it to do things because you want to, instead of just following what other people say. oh, and if you think it's easy, think again honey! its not. ( Read more... )

Christmas is coming... the time of year i love the most, you know family, not as much stress, all the joy in the air? yeah, moving during this time is so not cool. i don't feel like I'm in the spirit at all. both of my parents are moving, there i have no home either. i mean, i'm moving off campus to one of their places, but they don't have any ( Read more... )

so i was sitting at work today and i just thought 'wow, i love him.' it was so amazing. i just kinda thought about him and smiled. sheesh i sound so sappy. ew. but it still makes me smile. =D man, its crazy ( Read more... )

an insane burden has been lifted from my shoulders. i feel so much lighter, my heart feels lighter, i can see light at the end of the tunnel. (man if there wasn't a spell check...) i'm not going to be an RA anymore. i can't and be sane. well, also cuz i want to devote more time to the sorority, God, and myself. i've doing things because they ( Read more... )

you want to swim in the rive, i want to dance in the summer ( Read more... )

amazing ( Read more... )

i'm trying. thats all i can ask for, right? the strength to try? my friends have been amazing :) they love me, and i really don't understand how they can continuously help me when i need it. its reassuring to know that they're there for me. thank you, really, i couldn't ask for better people. i want to be angry, but i have no reason to be. one ( Read more... )

sooo i'm now at txstate! yeah, thats our way of making it smaller, weird i know. but that doesn't matter. i like the band and the people that i've met. we won our first game, lost our second and have the Baylor game tomorrow! really really excited =D and i get to see michael, well, at least we're in the same stadium. haha and now my battery is ( Read more... )

~so for the past few weeks i've been trying to write this essay for my entrance into the honors college at TSU. I had no idea what to write about, but then it hit me. i'll just write about whats been happening my senior year. i mean with all the changes in my life and shifting of trust, i might as well tell them how its changed me and my view of ( Read more... )