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Christmas is coming... the time of year i love the most, you know family, not as much stress, all the joy in the air? yeah, moving during this time is so not cool. i don't feel like I'm in the spirit at all. both of my parents are moving, there i have no home either. i mean, i'm moving off campus to one of their places, but they don't have any place either! what the heck is that? i mean, really? moving during christmas to an unknown place. i hate not knowing what the hell is going on. and the instability i'm feeling is so not something i'm used to. i'm used to knowing where i'm going to live in a month. i pray i am never faced with this type of hassle later on in my life.
my family is pissing me off too. i mean what the f***. how the hell does someone just let their daughter starve? or not give her a place to lay her head. why would you let someone just take your money? you know the green shit you pay for things with? I don't think i can explain how upset this makes me. now this effects where i'm going to live next year too, my cousin might be moving in with us. i'm ok with it, i just don't want to deal with her mother. she's not good for her daughter. just a bad influence and should go to rehab. i want my little cousin to go to a place where she can be safe and get away. get a good education and move away from her mother.
ugh!!! i hate this. i hate not being able to help,not being able to take care of my family. she deserves the best in life. she's dealt with enough already,why torment her more? ahhh!!!
i know there was a reason i was not supposed to be an RA next semester. this is just one of them.
my family is pissing me off too. i mean what the f***. how the hell does someone just let their daughter starve? or not give her a place to lay her head. why would you let someone just take your money? you know the green shit you pay for things with? I don't think i can explain how upset this makes me. now this effects where i'm going to live next year too, my cousin might be moving in with us. i'm ok with it, i just don't want to deal with her mother. she's not good for her daughter. just a bad influence and should go to rehab. i want my little cousin to go to a place where she can be safe and get away. get a good education and move away from her mother.
ugh!!! i hate this. i hate not being able to help,not being able to take care of my family. she deserves the best in life. she's dealt with enough already,why torment her more? ahhh!!!
i know there was a reason i was not supposed to be an RA next semester. this is just one of them.