will somebody plllleeeeassssee come home and hang out with me???? i'm lacking friends on pei, i miss my friends...please come home soon!

so, it's funny, my facebook "hacker" has been telling people that i am taking economics. one person thinks i am taking economics and i know who that is. ps. chantal did you get your wallet back? and what was the last thing you said to isabelle? she wrote back "are you serious?" and i don't even know what "i" said!

jeff made a point to tell me that he didn't care if i smoked. i think he thought that was a good thing, but to me that means he just doesn't care that much.

Drinking makes Mandy do stupid things and wake up in the morning and go "motherfucker, not again..."

why would i do that? why would i go to the tractor pulls, and why would i go to emerald? i feel like i'm now back at square one. not over him at all. and he's still so in love with me, now i know. every single feeling was still there when we looked at each other last night. nothing has changed. my head is pounding, i never got to sleep till 6:30 am ( Read more... )

I feel like i got kicked in the face multiple times. the fact that he believes them, with their FUCKING BULLSHIT stories over me, this person that i thought knew me, that i somehow managed to trust soooo much that even after he never called for 3 and a half weeks i still felt certain that he cared and there were other reasons he couldn't talk to me ( Read more... )

i wish i could just paste that whole conversation onto here. then maybe you could understand why i'm so upset. paynter thinks, because 4 people told him, that i was having sex with some guy in the washroom at the dance. and he believes them. THAT'S why he hasn't spoken to me in 3 weeks. and now all he could say is we'd better do our separate things ( Read more... )

i'm not gonna lie to to ya. i've had 6 or 7 beer tonight. i got home and rick-i had a bunch of friends over, one of whom works with paynter. i think i was actually trying to make it obvious that i'm a mess because i know he'll tell paynter tomorrow and i kinda want him to know that i'm not taking this very well....understatement of the year of ( Read more... )

2 days down, probably about 30 to go before i move. what's the chances i manage to avoid all of them in 30 days?! probably not too good. i had already decided i was gonna allow her one free hit since i do kinda deserve it, until i realised how much she fucked my leg over when she kicked me at the dance. it's developed into a very large and painful ( Read more... )

so, he really wanted us to talk about this in person, so i *after some angry hesitations* agreed to meet him last night. i told him i'd rather gauge my eyes out with forks than go to my sister's wedding, he said he'd rather gauge his eyes out with forks than walk away from me. he can't understand why i'm not being nice, he said "haven't you ever ( Read more... )