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i wish i could just paste that whole conversation onto here. then maybe you could understand why i'm so upset. paynter thinks, because 4 people told him, that i was having sex with some guy in the washroom at the dance. and he believes them. THAT'S why he hasn't spoken to me in 3 weeks. and now all he could say is we'd better do our separate things and have a good life. NO FUCKING GOODBYE OR I'LL MISS YOU OR I DID LOVE YOU OR ANY SIGN THAT THAT"S HURTING HIM AT ALL, JUST HAVE A GOOD FUCKIN LIFE. all i wanna do right now is throw rocks at his house. GOOD FUCKING BYE ANYONE FROM CRAPAUD I HATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU... SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH.