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No matter what, I will wonder if I ruined someone elses life

No matter what, I will ask what if

No matter what, I will Regret.

I exist.... I am stripped of all that makes me more at the moment....

Will it ever come back?

I don't know if i want it to...

Burrowed away from the sun, never wanting to leave, never wanting to move away from the warmth. Curl up and forget the world, letting time pass you by. Let the waves of energy roll into you and stay. Let life be life, and let self be self.

mmmm...

There arent words for what i want to say. There arent thoughts for what i want to think.

There just is.

someone once disallowed me from posting while I had been drinking, but I dont remember who, so it no longer counts...

The problem with life is if you tell people the truth they hold it against you...

So a couple of years ago I snagged a bunch of sample tiles that were being thrown away. The big foot by foot ones for your floor, no two alike.... At the time I thought I was going to be building a mosaic sidewalk type thing, and had a use for them. That fell through, and now I have about 6 or 8 boxes of these things in the garage. I don't want em ( Read more... )

for those curious, apparently having your appendix out costs apprx 30,300 dollars....

not a good day...

little brother apparently ran away from home.

Friend in the hospital.

Work screwing me over.

Trying to avoid mental breakdown.

go me!

for those who are gypsy oriented/interested I have cross-posted this just about everywhere ( Read more... )