Little by Little I'm showing everyone who I really am. And to be honest, it's not as scary as I thought it would be. Sometimes you dress and act a certain way to try and fit where you feel you should fit. I'm happy to say that I'm starting to show where I feel I fit, rather than where I feel I "should" fit. So in other words, I imagine that ( Read more... )

Lately I've been feeling like I've been changing as a person. I've been fearing that. The city has a tendency to change people I think, and although I firmly said I would resist and stay who I am, maybe I'm liking this transition. I can't even begin to compare myself to how I was over a year ago. I've done things I never really saw myself doing ( Read more... )

Once in a while I listen to a new song and as I do I imagine myself in some random scenario. It's kind of like I place myself in my own version of the song's music video. This has recently happened with a Jason Mraz song called "Who Needs Shelter." When I walk down the streets of New York listening to this song while passing by a whole bunch of ( Read more... )

Umm Yeah so I was riding on the bus today and I was just daydreaming, staring out into the city lights when I eventually forgot to breathe. I ended up coughing and choking for a good 2 minutes. How the hell do I forget to do that? I worry how intent and alluring my daydreaming is becoming. I dream of fight scenes where I am a superhero fighting ( Read more... )

Damn my new Ipod Video is actin up on me. The current problem is that I can't go through my songs through artists. All I can look through is songs and that means I have to scrool down an entire list of songs when it could be sooo much easier jus doing it by artist. Godamn technology. There's also other stuff that's wrong with it. I might have ( Read more... )

Birthdays are truly wonderful!

It's a time when you feel really loved.

I love my friends and I love my family and I love my co-workers!!

Two fucking decades...

time flies..

Ok so last night I was looking online and I was searching for some modeling and acting agencies. I suddenly got the urge to want to start on my acting and/or modeling career soon. I actually submitted my information and photo to a modeling agency and they called me today!! Unfortunately I don't have everything I need to get started... like a ( Read more... )

WTF? I'm sitting here on my laptop typin up some hw shit when all of a sudden the pinky on my left hand starts having spasms and goes into massive seizure mode. Fuck its doin it RITE NOW!! Well, this is annoying. Should I be concerned ( Read more... )

Very psyched for another semester at NYU ( Read more... )

I still can't believe it really. For over seven years, there has been restrictions on my family seeing my family from Long Island. For so long there has been an unspoken rule on how my Aunt and Dad could NOT be in the same room. But what just happened??? EVERYONE CAME TOGETHER THIS CHRISTMAS!!! I got to experience a holiday with more than just ( Read more... )