I Can't Tell
Lately I've been feeling like I've been changing as a person. I've been fearing that. The city has a tendency to change people I think, and although I firmly said I would resist and stay who I am, maybe I'm liking this transition. I can't even begin to compare myself to how I was over a year ago. I've done things I never really saw myself doing. I'm wearing and dressing myself in a style that is starting to define me more as a person and where I fit in. I've grown and become more mature. My eyes have opened in relation to how this world works and how to get by in it. Nobody likes change, yet sometimes change is good. I often wanted to be different. I often wished I was more like other people. There are some things about me I think I would like to change, as if I am curious as to where it will lead me. I suppose I am just blossoming. But I feel a change is needed. I most certainly do. I guess I'll just go with the flow for now.