Mar 21, 2006 03:03
Umm Yeah so I was riding on the bus today and I was just daydreaming, staring out into the city lights when I eventually forgot to breathe. I ended up coughing and choking for a good 2 minutes. How the hell do I forget to do that? I worry how intent and alluring my daydreaming is becoming. I dream of fight scenes where I am a superhero fighting injustice and saving people. Maybe one day I'll go insane and fully go into that daydreaming state and live out my life as a superhero. Sometimes I wish that by the time I am elderly and about to die, they can kind of do what they did in Vanilla Sky and create a program where I can live out my life in a dream but doing anything I want. If there was a heaven, i would want to be a superhero in it.
I think the most appealing thing to me about being a superhero is to fly. Flying is something I dream about all the time. Not flying on some form of aircraft, and not flying while attached to something like parasailing, but having my body completely free from any restraint and just floating in the air. I have determined that before I die, I will do either one or both of the two things that will even come close to me experiencing this.
1: Go into space and experience no gravity. I'll be able to float weightlessly and be completely free from any restraints.
2: Skydive where for a good portion of my fall I am completely free from restraints and enjoying my way to earth (and then eventually opening the parachute).
Call me whacky, but my ultimate dream (although being a superhero would be nice) would have to be for me to experience the supernatural-like ability to soar the skies and look down upon the great heights for which I have conquered. Nothing would make me happier.