i hate the way u look at me i hate the way u treat me differently then the other i hate being near u it makes me not want to live bc ur so close to me i hate feeling this way i hate having anger in me and cant do nothing about it i hate feeling like what i was i hate how u make me want to be like i was a depressed person, a cutter, a druggie...do u ( Read more... )

i hate it when ppl sit there and grip about ppl who act different around different ppl but yet they are the prime example of that they fucking contridict themselves...i hate it...and then when u think u are friends with someone and u call on them to keep u comfort til u get home to ur house and yet when u get there they bitch u out for fucking ( Read more... )

yea i feel like i have fucked up my life once again

LOVE IS BUT A DREAM
A DREAM IS NOTHING BUT WAITING
IM WAITING ON THAT RIGHT DREAM

so they call me nothing more then a whore or so i think..bc of past mistakes things i shouldnt have done but i cant change the past i can only change the future...do ppl act all whorish to get attention or just bc they are one...some cant help it bc of things they have taken or drank...but really what considers a person to be a whore...these days ( Read more... )

i think i just did something that shouldnt have happened... and i dont know how that is gonna change our friendship

so u think u have mother fucking friends that will be there for u and wont go behind ur back and do stupid shit well what happened to that there arent any real friends in the world now a days and it pisses me off...see i expected know that she is a close friend that she wouldnt go behind my and try and hook up with the guy that i want the guy that ( Read more... )

the blood dripping from your slit wrist are the last drips of sanity

so yeah life just sucks

im dying with the last breath of hope