Can't sleep. I ought to be but I'm just so wired on coffee and stress that it's not happening. I considered calling my boy and begging him to come round to give me another one of his world famous massages in hopes that it would relax me enough to sleep but he's probably asleep himself and he's got his own things to deal with right now. Although ( Read more... )

I must remember never to work with men on a project again. I've just gotten finished tearing Guy a new arsehole and I honestly don't know if he's going to continue to work with me which means trying to find another editor to work with me, not against me. We went through all the rough-cuts of all the song sequences to see what works and what doesn't ( Read more... )

The best laid plans of mice and Devis aft gang alay ( Read more... )

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Shit. We had a very big row tonight. Mostly because he was acting like a total prick and I couldn't take it any longer. He wouldn't let me pack without being all touchy-feely and honestly, I just wasn't in the mood for it. Mainly because he hasn't told me a bloody thing about what's going on in his head or with his family. If it wasn't for his dad ( Read more... )

My boy showed up without a warning last night. He wasn't due in until tomorrow but he'd have enough of Los Angeles and needed to be with me. Needless to say, it's confused the fuck out of me considering how little he'd spoken to me for the past week. In some ways, it was very romantic -- boy showing up on my doorstep, pretty much picking me up and ( Read more... )

I'm beginning to wonder if I've actually got a husband or if I just hallucinated him. For someone who claims to have loved me his whole life etc., I'm beginning to wonder. I've been playing phone tag with him for the past few days -- I know he's busy and 3 time zones away so it's not like I'm playing my Mum and phoning him every ten minutes and ( Read more... )

It was my father in law's birthday today. Dunno if he reads this or not, but happy birthday, eppyjr (even though it's already over in the UK).

I've got jetlag. I hate having jetlag. Esp. when I've got way too many things to take care of between now and next week when die katzen and I take Concorde (for the very last time, boo hoo) back home. Well, home for me. It'll be a new adventure for Charles and Sebastian which is why we're taking Concorde. The last thing I want to do is be worrying ( Read more... )

We had our last show last night. Rick and I had barely spoken to one another since our little whatever it is you want to call it happened the night before. We didn't fight persay -- just were cordial but cold to one another. I could see he was desperate to get past that bit but since I didn't want to discuss it, he took a leaf from my book and kept ( Read more... )