So last night I got to thinking about an old friend, Lindsey Lehman. So I texted her. I told her that I missed her, ect. I haven't spoken to her in 4 months which is very unusual for us. We're tight. ...we were tight. I used to talk to her everyday. She never texted me back but it was 1 in the morning. So I emailed her at her work. I didn't think ( Read more... )

When I think that all hope is gone and I've decided and accepted the fact that I'm going to have to settle for second best, something always comes through and brings me back up to the light. Wow, that was deep. Enough of that ( Read more... )

I got registered for school. I have two 8am classes on MWF and TTH, a 1:00pm class every TTH, and a lab on Tuesday night from 6 til 9:30. I can't hold down a job with that schedule! All the classes are full. We went looking for apartments also. They're also all full. So now, I have a fucked up schedule which no employer is going to work with and no ( Read more... )

What an awful Friday today was. Almost like Friday the 13th.
I'm happy I have a good woman to come home to...

Got that blowjob. *wink*

It's a good day, tater...

So school time is drawing near and I have no idea where I'm going. I'm torn between a few schools. I've been accepted to them all, it's just money issues. I'm running out of time and I'm starting to panic ( Read more... )

A breakthrough? We'll see.

I got a job offer for 8 bucks an hour yesterday. Doing what? Shipping car parts and whatnot. Then, I told him if it was part time or full. He said full. I had to decline because I'm moving. What a bummer...

P.S. People at Lowe's are motha fucken crazy. This lil town gets some excitement now and again.

Oh she's just picking fights now.
Maybe she's looking for a reason to leave me.

Sometimes I just can't help but feel that I'm putting more into this than I'm getting out of it. She never opens up. She just keeps me a fingertips distance. She never wants to hold onto me. Maybe I just set myself up for these things. I don't know what to do. I've done everything I can. I try not to fight, I keep my temper in check, I don't yell, ( Read more... )