Black America

Jun 30, 2006 00:19

So school time is drawing near and I have no idea where I'm going. I'm torn between a few schools. I've been accepted to them all, it's just money issues. I'm running out of time and I'm starting to panic.

I hate my job. I've hated my job since the third month I've been there. I'm ready to move out of this town and on with my life. I'm ready to be independent. A few of my buddies and I went to eat after work tonight. We talked about moving away from this hell hole and living together while we go to college. I think it's an excellent idea, only we're all going to different schools. Ha.

Me and the woman are okay, I guess. Things have been rough lately. She just doesn't seem willing. I know I should move on so she can have time to realize things, but I love her. I am INLOVE with her. I can't just throw away 5 years. This is my future wife. I know it, she knows it, you guys know it.

I wanna get my ears repierced and my tongue ring done again. I miss them things. I just don't feel me without em.
I need to go shopping. I have the money, which I seriously need to be saving and not spending on clothes, but I have a clothes/shoe fetish. If you call me gay, I'll kill you.
Sometimes I feel black. I talk black, I can dance black, and I can walk black. That's not a bad thing by any means. I work with basically ALL black people. I don't really see coler with them. They're all my friends, but I've noticed that since I've started working at Lowe's, I've gained alot of attitude and confidence, because of these people.
Thanks.
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