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When I think that all hope is gone and I've decided and accepted the fact that I'm going to have to settle for second best, something always comes through and brings me back up to the light. Wow, that was deep. Enough of that.
School starts soon. I'm not excited. I have a lot to do tomorrow. Send off transcripts and make a phone call. I think my problems are going to be solved. I don't have to worry about a place to live and so on. Now all that's an issue is money. Money to pay for school. I can get a loan but the max is $5,000...I need about $17,000.
My summer is coming to a close and I can't help but feel that I've pissed it away. I've been working 40 hours a week since school got off and if I'm not at work, I'm sleeping. 40 hours a week, you'd think I was rolling in the dough. Wrong. Between a cell phone bill, truck note, insurance, and a credit card bill, I have nothing. I've got money to get by, but I constantly have to watch my spending. I don't buy much for me because of my bills. I guess I'm considered almost a grown up. Weeeee...
I gotta go wash clothes.
School starts soon. I'm not excited. I have a lot to do tomorrow. Send off transcripts and make a phone call. I think my problems are going to be solved. I don't have to worry about a place to live and so on. Now all that's an issue is money. Money to pay for school. I can get a loan but the max is $5,000...I need about $17,000.
My summer is coming to a close and I can't help but feel that I've pissed it away. I've been working 40 hours a week since school got off and if I'm not at work, I'm sleeping. 40 hours a week, you'd think I was rolling in the dough. Wrong. Between a cell phone bill, truck note, insurance, and a credit card bill, I have nothing. I've got money to get by, but I constantly have to watch my spending. I don't buy much for me because of my bills. I guess I'm considered almost a grown up. Weeeee...
I gotta go wash clothes.