I love animals, but I’m not an animal rights activist. I eat meat (and try not to think about where it comes from.) I’m all for keeping pets, I love pets, as long as they are treated well. I am in no way extreme like people in groups like PETA. Actually, I pretty much hate PETA, but that’s a different story entirely. Just so, I’m beginning to ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm loosing bits of myself. I can't concentrate on anything and I forget things in a moment. Every drawing or painting I begin I do so half heartedly and I don't finish. Reading has always been one of my favorite things to do and I can't do that anymore. I open a book and I read a few lines and forget them immediately. I spend more than ( Read more... )

My puffer fish died today. He was a cool little fish. =/

Every day for years I have said "I am going to kill myself" out loud, to myself. Every day. I don't really mean it of course. I'm not even aware I'm saying it most of the time. It just means at one point, every day, I feel bad enough, angry enough, guilty enough, and useless enough to say it.  A verbal release for the tightness in my chest. I am ( Read more... )

I still love my boyfriend and I think he still loves me but I don't think we're friends anymore.
I don't know how we're going to make this work.

And I don't feel any better.

Damn.

What is it with my rats trying to eat my art supplies? One of them keeps dragging a colored pencil into her cage so she can chew on it. Of course she ignores the fancy flavored wooden sticks I got her. Today I caught her trying to eat my kneaded eraser, which I've been missing for a while. Did she steal it...? The other one keeps trying to eat the ( Read more... )

At exactly 2:33 AM I made the decision to drop out of college.

Don't worry, I have a plan. I'm scared, but I'm convinced its the best thing for me. The hardest part will be convincing my mother.

Modern art is bullshit. A majority of the famous 20th century artists were on drugs, and as a result their art looks like it was made by a fucking speed freak. Which it was. Why is this stuff considered so important? Not only has artistic skill become meaningless, but people think these people were geniuses breaking down barriers and changing the ( Read more... )

Every time I see someone with raised scars, thick and purple like night crawlers laddering up their arms, I feel very near to throwing up.

Probably not for the reason you think though.