good question... i hop on a plane in 7 hours to head to minneapolis where all good spring breakers go ;-) I'm going for a conference so i can meet other knuckleheads like me who think that 4 years of torturous schooling post college is a good idea, all so we can help our four legged friends. i just wish i had another day to sleep, then this ( Read more... )

finals are kicking my ass. and its only day three.

this does not bode well for the next week and a half.

i recently have started to notice how much i've lost in the past few months. it may not seem like much to an outsider, but i feel like everything's gone. so much has changed, and people that used to comfort and inspire me now feel like strangers. i feel like a stranger in my own skin again ( Read more... )

i feel like part of the kid still in me died today when after seeing the snow coming down my first thought was one of how this will be an annoyance to my daily plans and not one of pure elation like it used to be. what have i become?

ever want to stop time? there are days that go by that are so quick that i just wonder how its possible that i've woken up and been through a day and gone to bed and all it seems in a blink of an eye ( Read more... )

i'm so confused.

that is all.

.... at least until january 3rd. and last nite was awesome... End of core for the 3rd years made me realize how much i'm going to miss having them around. they are some really great kids. why couldnt i have applied and gotten in to vet school a year earlier? then i too could be doing this.... but alas, i'm stuck with my choices (which i'm happy ( Read more... )

i miss having fun ( Read more... )

it is amazing sometimes how people can change so fundamentally in such a short period of time. we're not talking weeks here, but in the past years i've seen such change in the core of people that i know and have known really well and it doesn't ever cease to amaze me. i'm not saying i'm exempt from this change. some of it is good, and some of it ( Read more... )

You know, i thought i was past this point in my life. And mostly i am....but i have these moments of weakness. these times, when all i want is to be able to give into the greatest temptation that i know. its so simple, yet so fucking complex. if you ask me, its not a big deal, but giving in would be throwing nearly two years of hard work down ( Read more... )