it seems hard to beleive that me and andrew have been going out for 7 months now. it only seems like yesterday that he asked me out. everything is going ok i guess. 
i have applied at yorkshire coast to do childcare with rachel, me and andrew are great together. 
i have applied for a seasonal job at kinderland.
my lifeat the moment is going fine i ( Read more... )

im confused, everything seems to be going right, but at the same time wrong. i love andrew and have no doubt in my mind that i want to marry him but he's right i am gonna have to start and talk to people more, i guess that i am just so used to not talking and been so nervous around people that im not giving anybody a chance. im so so sick of been ( Read more... )

i am so so bored. i got to college just over an hour ago, me and andrew got a taxi. i realli miss him already, stupid i know, i love him loadz and loadz tho and i feel guilty for being jelous before.i felt so weird when he said that i was his girl, weirs in a good way tho. it was really nice. i do love him to bits. cant wait to see the look on his ( Read more... )

dunno why but im in a really strange mood agent things between me and andrew are great agen, just after christmas it will be 5 months we have been together and i still get butterflies. he told me yesterday that he still wants to marry me and be with me forever, i do really love him. ive got some workexperience sorted so it will be easy to quit ( Read more... )

im in a really weird mood today, some of yesterday was horrible andrew got realli upset and angry coz this lad poured water all over him and his work. he went up to the lad as though he was going to hit him but the lad stoped him so andrew walked off then picked up a chair so i got in between and dragged the chair off andrew. it really really ( Read more... )

i am so so happy today, finaly i am 17. andrew got me a really really nice ring, mum and dad gave me £30 and i dont know what i've got off anyone else yet not that it matters, i promised andrew i wouldn't get upset over nothing anymore and i intend to keep that promice. im in college on a free right now and i am really really bored but neva mind ( Read more... )

ok i really regret getting andrew to ring me last night, yes i was really, really upset but it is time that i started sorting out my own problems, i love him so so much and don't want to upset him with me been upset all the time, he really does mean the world to me and i would never want to do anything that would hurt or upset him ( Read more... )

for some reason im in a really happy and rather hyper mood today. hardly anyones of 2 english so i might not, everyones leaving rod stuart in the corner by herself ha ha ha. she deserves it. although i do need my ema but i dont know whether i will get it anyway but im not that bothered because im leaving college soon anyways. im going to try and ( Read more... )

im really really fed up now. lets start with yesterday, in psychology i had a massive argument with millie and have told her that i never want to speak to her ever again. its pathetic and childish i know but i am so anoyed at it all. then i went home and got all dressed up for andrew to come in my skirt and top with the zip and he was late so half ( Read more... )

ok things have finally started to change. i've sorted out things in my head and realised that i don't want friends that treat me like shit and fall out with me when they get what they want and i have grown up and realised the problems with my parents are not that big a deal and i just need to be more patiant and stop rushing into arguments, And as ( Read more... )