changing
ok things have finally started to change. i've sorted out things in my head and realised that i don't want friends that treat me like shit and fall out with me when they get what they want and i have grown up and realised the problems with my parents are not that big a deal and i just need to be more patiant and stop rushing into arguments, And as for the arseholes that keep going on because of me going out with andrew i have realise how pathetic they are and what a pitiful and meaningless excistance they must have if our relationship is their main focus in life. The fact is i love andrew and that is all that matters and no matter what anyone says i will always love him and i will marry him.
yesterday was fun, we went to the gig but first andrew came round to mine did my make up so i looked more like a vampire, with fake blood n stuff, n we took millie trick or treating it was great we even got sweets. i slept at andrews last night and got a taxi to college.
but ive had stomachache all day, poor me, neva mind tho, sure i'll get over it. decided to drop psychology so i can get a job and sort my money troubles out. millie pissed me of by saying that i resent her, but i told her resentment means jelously and i have everything i have ever wanted.
i feel a lot lighter now tho and not as stresses because i don't have to worry about all of them and the arseholes now, i've grown up and realised they shouldn't matter to me aslong as i don't do anything to them then it shouldn't bother me and they shouldn't get so worked up.
anyways i'll be off
cyas
love you andrew 4eva and always
cassie-Marie
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yesterday was fun, we went to the gig but first andrew came round to mine did my make up so i looked more like a vampire, with fake blood n stuff, n we took millie trick or treating it was great we even got sweets. i slept at andrews last night and got a taxi to college.
but ive had stomachache all day, poor me, neva mind tho, sure i'll get over it. decided to drop psychology so i can get a job and sort my money troubles out. millie pissed me of by saying that i resent her, but i told her resentment means jelously and i have everything i have ever wanted.
i feel a lot lighter now tho and not as stresses because i don't have to worry about all of them and the arseholes now, i've grown up and realised they shouldn't matter to me aslong as i don't do anything to them then it shouldn't bother me and they shouldn't get so worked up.
anyways i'll be off
cyas
love you andrew 4eva and always
cassie-Marie
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