Hello my sweet ( Read more... )

Beh. Well so much for standing up for myself or not being a victim. I act like a victim and dont have a backbone ( Read more... )

Feeling way better, I bought a book called ''feeling better, the good mood therapy'' and its been helping alot. I dont have much time to write, but just that Im good, I love my man and everythings Okay! Gabe my roomate just gave me her mp3 player today! Her boyfriend gave her an ipod nano or something eh.Ok G2g get ready for my armenian lover!

So I have been feeling a bit under the weather these past days. I havent been working for 4 days. They dont need me that much...huhuh. I have to look for another job. Really makes me sad because I love this job. I had another one of these long, dragging conversations with Michael about where Im going, whats going on with me, why am I feeling so ( Read more... )

Hey ho! Wow Im having major hard time concentrating! The derm put me on antibiotic pills for acne and its making me all light headed and lost ( Read more... )

Well well, went to the derm 2 days ago. He might want to put me on Accutane, which is a treatment for severe acne ( tho my acne is not super severe, everytime I get a zit turns into an inflammed bump and scars, only one at a time tho, besides that not much else, the scarring is annoying and could leave my face looking damn bad) He gave me an ( Read more... )

Things are looking quite good today ( Read more... )

Dont you hate a pretty girl? All these girls I used to go to elementary school or high school with are all prettier than me! Some of them have fake breasts and it just pisses me off! Yeah I think implants are nasty but my boyfriend likes them! Whats with guys liking fake breasts? I dont get it...how can it be fun to fondle a bag of sillicon? Ok Im ( Read more... )

I am frightened of fighting. I cannot stand to fight with the people that I love. I know nobody likes it, but I lose it. First arguement and Im crying... I cant control it and it gets worse, makes everything more dramatic, creates more tension, makes me look like a dying poodle ( Read more... )

Well, 6 months later and Im finally going to update a bit! Feels like this is the only free time Ive had in the past 6 months or so, even if I was on unemployment, I made sure to keep busy at all times to keep my sanity. Lots of things happened since september. Well, first I lost my job. Got on unemployment, 300$ a week they give me. In september, ( Read more... )