I went to Tim Hortons to get a coffee just for this. Id like to put my emotions into words, but just thinking about it makes me anxious! I have NEVER EVER been so happy with someone in my whole entire life. Even in the best times John and I had, I have never felt such a strong feeling, a stronger desire than whats happening here with Michael. He ( Read more... )

Michael and I are exclusive!! I think were going out together!! yay! :):) Good times modafuckazzzzzzzz

fuck hipster fuck all the dudes im down from the speed/crystal meth or wtv the fuck it was i took saturday ugh ugh ugh feeling like shit fuck

Well I just got back from the restaurant with George for lunch/breakfast...had a nice time! Im working tonite, and well, I bought tickets for Deftones for july 24th so Michael and I can go together, and at work theyre going to give me only 4 days a week instead of full time, which Im happy about, things seem to be happening nicely nowadays, and ( Read more... )

Last weekend was nice, very nice ( Read more... )

Im choosing Sylvain. Will write more tomorrow.

Im seeing him for the second time tonite! He called me!! yay! I have to work tomorrow at 7:20 but wtv, cant sleep anyways since I met him so might as well be with him! I feel like im high god damn

Something really wrong is going on. You know when you meet someone, and then cant sleep cant eat cant function cause you're just so full of emotions? I dont feel like talking about everything that happened yesterday night, but lets just say I met someone and we stayed together for 8 hours sober running around town like teenagers in the middle of ( Read more... )

Yesterday night I went out on a date with George!! We went to the old port and sat next to the water and drank beers like high school teenagers! It was so fun. I was nervous about it all but we got along real good like every other time I saw him. Also I shaved his head (heh).. Hes really physically handsome and wicked friendship/affection material ( Read more... )

We broke up...its for the best. Im happy the way things are right now. He has too much negative energy. Will update more soon.
Btw, been listening to songs from the ''Antichrist Superstar'' cd from Marilyn Manson. Fucking reminiscing about the old days and shit. What a wicked flashback!!