Life

[debmommy22]

Life is hard was hard before the Cornavirus and the hoarders and all the death. I still am in the same house with my 15 year old son who has been through so much. Accident on a trampoline that was so bad, when he is 18 he will have to start having surgeries to fix his jaw and put in dental implants. His top two front teeth are gone. He has been in

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[badly_knitted]

Life's been rough on you and Alex in recent years, I keep hoping your luck will turn around and things will start to get better, but... *hugs*

All you can do right now is keep plodding along and take each day as it comes. Try not to worry about tomorrow, or to think too far ahead. Each day is a single step in life's journey, none of us knows what's ahead but we'll meat each challenge when it happens, not before.

I've long thought FB has outlived its usefulness. Neve did understand why it's so popular.

[debmommy22]

People are addicted to FB. People who have deleted their accounts have gone into withdrawal for awhile it is so bad. But then say they are much happier not living in that world of who likes or doesn't like my posts. You feel like you have to check your newsfeed every few minutes. It is mostly for fun stuff, you say the wrong thing, even if you forgot or didn't know it was in the Terms of Service you get put in FB jail or I got a warning and next time they will kick me off my own page where only my small group of friends read, but doesn't matter they "punish"! ...you if you dare make a comment that goes against their stupid rules

[badly_knitted]

Your dad's right, unfortunately, you'll need to get the house ready for sale so it looks its best, the yard too. Most people want somewhere they won't have to do a huge amount of work on right away. But this isn't the time to be getting ready to sell so give yourself a break. Everything is so uncertain it's difficult to knuckle down to such things as sorting and cleaning. i know I have stuff like that to do but I can't get in the right head space to do it. All I want is to write, read, and do gardening. And that's okay, because we're having a hard enough time at the moment without piling more stress on ourselves. You'll get things done when the current situation settles down and you can find your motivation again. It's just lost in the clutter of everything else right now. Relax. *hugs*

[debmommy22]

I know this isn't the time, but I am living in a place with the worst neighbors. Today I was woken up by a policeman at my door. The witch next door to me that I sued and we settled out of court, has got camera's in her front and back yard. She hates us, mostly Alex and she is not home much so she put up these cameras and No Trespassing signs, but they are really for Alex. Alex saw them and he just thinks he can go over there anyway. He did a stupid thing of giving her the middle finger to the camera. Got one of those worn out rusty bikes that she doesn't care about and rode on it. Moved some things around or something, I don't know? Even the Cop said he understood about her. She is mean heartless woman, Vietnamese. You can hear her screaming at the guy who is the father of her kids, or used to. He is kicked out again. She was always calling the cops on him and now she is after us. Like things aren't bad enough! I told Alex not to put a toe over the line between our houses. She is right next door. Hard to believe Michael used to help

[rhonda56]

i read i am yiour friend forever

[debmommy22]

YES you are Rhonda Ponda! I was seeing who even would bother to read or comment. I haven't been here in so long, surprised I still have people who have me on their friend's list.

[rhonda56]

i got myself off xanax but it was horrible thought i was going to die took a month but i went through the shakes and horrible feelings i will never go through that again

[debmommy22]

Yes it is horrible trying to come off any of those drugs, even the ones they claim you don't get addicted to. I have been on anti depressants and antipyschotics. The withdrawal from most for me was horrible. They think you will be on them all your life so instead of withdrawal they put you on another drug so you won't withdrawal and see if the new drug will work. I don't know what else I can take. Seroquel is starting not to work as well. My body gets used to stuff and it is hard to stay asleep. I have been on almost everything and I have side effects that are just horrible or they stop working.

Yay Rhonda!

[debmommy22]

So glad you replied Rhonda. I got you and Jean as my buddies and Rings and Coffee replied to me, hopefully she will talk to me once in awhile. Think she is real sweet too.