Life
Life is hard was hard before the Cornavirus and the hoarders and all the death. I still am in the same house with my 15 year old son who has been through so much. Accident on a trampoline that was so bad, when he is 18 he will have to start having surgeries to fix his jaw and put in dental implants. His top two front teeth are gone. He has been in braces forever and they made fake ones to hang on a wire, but they broke again and he is back to not having them. We go back in a couple of weeks and they will work on getting his top teeth straight so soon I hope the braces will be off till he is grown. When he fell he hit the metal hard just the top teeth and jaw were badly damaged. So now he has an under bite. The top of his mouth was crushed back. Not sure if I posted about this years ago. I usually come back and then I leave. I sued the neighbors because the trampoline was something they got out of the trash, no padding on it, rusty and and split in the middle of it.
Most of my family and friends are on Facebook, but I have been in trouble twice on there not realizing that they have these strict rules on what you can say. Right now I have been so depressed because even though they let me off with a warning, I can post, they are horrible, if I mess up again I will be banned for however long they want to ban me from posting anything. I liked it better when family talked through emails. The CEO I am learning is a rich jerk who is democratic, makes his own rules and people seemed to be trapped. We can't delete our page or we no longer can keep up with our family and friends. Everyone should delete their pages, maybe it would bankrupt the friggin jerk! They have no phone number, and will not talk to you, you mess up, post something that sounds racist or even supporting our President Donald Trump, like I read you can't say "Make America Great Again"...they have a computer that flags it and bans you and if you appeal they still ban you. I was complaining about the poor black people that are moving into my neighborhood and they said it was hate speech. I can still post, but there is a warning on my page that makes me feel bad and they say it stays on my account for a year and if I mess up again they will ban me. So I have to be careful. I used to think my page was private like here and I could vent. I researched them and they are watching your posts and the fb messenger they watch too. I thought that was private for sure. So I talk more on my phone messenger to my friend Rhonda when we are talking about stuff that would get us banned.
I don't understand this guy, he is a computer geek and wants his page to be fun I guess, but mostly he is against Republicans like me and Rhonda. I am now scared to post about my life or vent when I feel bad. It is not a place to journal like here so when I feel bad I am posting here. You all don't have to read it. There needs to be a better FB where you have freedom of speech. I am not racist, I even said educated African Americans I like, but the ones around me play foul mouthed rap music all hours of the day and late at night sometimes. So am I being racist for not liking that. We just need to move to a better neighborhood. I can't post to my family unless it is happy stuff and doesn't go against their rules. I feel like I am being watched and that is not right.
Sorry this post is all over the place and very long. I just need to vent in a safe place. I used to love FB. you can post pictures of family and pets, fun meme's and I am on a cartoon group that is so much fun, but people are addicted to it and we don't get much done. I feel like I need to check it all day long to see what my friends have posted. We are all slaves to FB. I wish I could get the message out to my family and friends, but I doubt they will leave. They don't want to post their life there like I do and I am not going to anymore. Just safe updates maybe, but people just post where they travel with pictures mostly and other fun stuff. I just depress family or make them worry so going to try to post less there. My feelings are hurt, I guess I was lucky they didn't ban me. Some people they ban immediately and they never admit they are wrong. People appeal their posts, but it does no good usually.
I am addicted to the net and texting friends and when I got locked out of FB last year for something that wasn't my fault, I went into withdrawals, after about a month they let me back in. Someone got into my FB messenger and started sending a spam movie and it looked like to my friends that I was sending it, so they locked me out of my account and page. I couldn't post or get back in. They have no one you can contact. I should have realized then, that this is a bad thing. Maybe if I had friends I could get together with in the real world, I would be better off. I have a friend I grew up with and we really should get together when this Covid-19 is over or we have a vaccine.
I need to go back to Church or get involved in something where maybe I would meet a great guy. I hate being alone. All I ever wanted was to be married. I don't understand why he was taken from me at 54 years old. I still miss him and it has been 6 years now. Wow!
Oh and all the stress of home schooling and the new normal is causing me to lose my hair. I hate it. It is so thin now. I guess it will stop falling out if I can learn how to relax and it will probably take a couple of years to thicken back up.
Well this was long, I need to sleep. No idea if anyone else reads my stuff but
Badly_Knitted Glad I still have you as a friend here. I had several friends, can't remember well and one that left here and never came back that made me sad. Anyway, enough for now.
~Debbie
Most of my family and friends are on Facebook, but I have been in trouble twice on there not realizing that they have these strict rules on what you can say. Right now I have been so depressed because even though they let me off with a warning, I can post, they are horrible, if I mess up again I will be banned for however long they want to ban me from posting anything. I liked it better when family talked through emails. The CEO I am learning is a rich jerk who is democratic, makes his own rules and people seemed to be trapped. We can't delete our page or we no longer can keep up with our family and friends. Everyone should delete their pages, maybe it would bankrupt the friggin jerk! They have no phone number, and will not talk to you, you mess up, post something that sounds racist or even supporting our President Donald Trump, like I read you can't say "Make America Great Again"...they have a computer that flags it and bans you and if you appeal they still ban you. I was complaining about the poor black people that are moving into my neighborhood and they said it was hate speech. I can still post, but there is a warning on my page that makes me feel bad and they say it stays on my account for a year and if I mess up again they will ban me. So I have to be careful. I used to think my page was private like here and I could vent. I researched them and they are watching your posts and the fb messenger they watch too. I thought that was private for sure. So I talk more on my phone messenger to my friend Rhonda when we are talking about stuff that would get us banned.
I don't understand this guy, he is a computer geek and wants his page to be fun I guess, but mostly he is against Republicans like me and Rhonda. I am now scared to post about my life or vent when I feel bad. It is not a place to journal like here so when I feel bad I am posting here. You all don't have to read it. There needs to be a better FB where you have freedom of speech. I am not racist, I even said educated African Americans I like, but the ones around me play foul mouthed rap music all hours of the day and late at night sometimes. So am I being racist for not liking that. We just need to move to a better neighborhood. I can't post to my family unless it is happy stuff and doesn't go against their rules. I feel like I am being watched and that is not right.
Sorry this post is all over the place and very long. I just need to vent in a safe place. I used to love FB. you can post pictures of family and pets, fun meme's and I am on a cartoon group that is so much fun, but people are addicted to it and we don't get much done. I feel like I need to check it all day long to see what my friends have posted. We are all slaves to FB. I wish I could get the message out to my family and friends, but I doubt they will leave. They don't want to post their life there like I do and I am not going to anymore. Just safe updates maybe, but people just post where they travel with pictures mostly and other fun stuff. I just depress family or make them worry so going to try to post less there. My feelings are hurt, I guess I was lucky they didn't ban me. Some people they ban immediately and they never admit they are wrong. People appeal their posts, but it does no good usually.
I am addicted to the net and texting friends and when I got locked out of FB last year for something that wasn't my fault, I went into withdrawals, after about a month they let me back in. Someone got into my FB messenger and started sending a spam movie and it looked like to my friends that I was sending it, so they locked me out of my account and page. I couldn't post or get back in. They have no one you can contact. I should have realized then, that this is a bad thing. Maybe if I had friends I could get together with in the real world, I would be better off. I have a friend I grew up with and we really should get together when this Covid-19 is over or we have a vaccine.
I need to go back to Church or get involved in something where maybe I would meet a great guy. I hate being alone. All I ever wanted was to be married. I don't understand why he was taken from me at 54 years old. I still miss him and it has been 6 years now. Wow!
Oh and all the stress of home schooling and the new normal is causing me to lose my hair. I hate it. It is so thin now. I guess it will stop falling out if I can learn how to relax and it will probably take a couple of years to thicken back up.
Well this was long, I need to sleep. No idea if anyone else reads my stuff but
Badly_Knitted Glad I still have you as a friend here. I had several friends, can't remember well and one that left here and never came back that made me sad. Anyway, enough for now.
~Debbie