Life is hard was hard before the Cornavirus and the hoarders and all the death. I still am in the same house with my 15 year old son who has been through so much. Accident on a trampoline that was so bad, when he is 18 he will have to start having surgeries to fix his jaw and put in dental implants. His top two front teeth are gone. He has been in
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All you can do right now is keep plodding along and take each day as it comes. Try not to worry about tomorrow, or to think too far ahead. Each day is a single step in life's journey, none of us knows what's ahead but we'll meat each challenge when it happens, not before.
I've long thought FB has outlived its usefulness. Neve did understand why it's so popular.
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I've written A LOT of fix-its. The best way to find them all is with the tags on my journal. You want the fix-it tag.
I also have Master Lists for my main universes, the Nosy-Verse, Through Time and Space, and Ghost of a Chance. You can find them on the left-hand sidebar of my journal. it says Master Lists. Some are for other fandoms but some are Torchwood. I'm sure you can find something to read =)
You're lucky you get as much sleep as you do. I need at least 8 hours, but most nights I'm lucky to get five and it's not all at once. I wake up every 30 minutes to an hour. If I sleep for two hours without waking it's a good night. I'm permanently exhausted.
I hope you can find another therapist.
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The Master Lists contain links to all the fics I've written. Some are in alphabetical order but the lists for my various series (Nosy-Verse, Through Time and Space, and Ghost of a Chance) are in timeline order so it's best if you start at the top of the list and read everything in the correct order. I'm nor=t WRITING them in the right order though, lol!
I've won a few challenges, or rather been voted into first, second, or third place in some the fandom_weekly contests. I've also earned badges at fan_flashworks. Those are displayed on my profile page. It's fun!
Therapists can only really help if you can follow their advice I guess.
Mattresses can be hard to turn. Used to take mum and me to turn hers when she had a normal double bed. So glad I only have a single - I can manage that by myself.
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Oh 5 years older so 58?...my memory is getting so bad already. Probably some of the meds I am taking too. They cause short term memory loss for sure.
Michael and I wanted a King sized bed. Lots of room. I have had this since we moved into the house in 1998. I need a new one really. It is so comfortable or was new. I had money in savings and I knew I wanted this one, it is just like my Mom and Dad's and I had slept on it some as a child and said, when I get married I am getting one just like theirs. Simmons Beautyrest. I guess with no husband I should get a smaller mattress I could handle. I only have a second set of sheets not used, for a King and I can't find any new sheets for the beds made of 100 percent cotton anymore that are super soft and don't sting. I don't know what has happened. Probably cause nothing much is made in the US., we get cheap junk from China and some other countries where quality is not important and people work for nothing.
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Yep! I'm old! *grins*
It's hard to get good sheet without paying the earth. I bought a new set on sale and they're beautifully soft, but they're so thin I just know they'll tear the first time I use them. I'm a very restless sleeper, always have been.
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I still have the same one I met at 18. We don't live together, I can't handle being around people all the time, I'd rather be by myself, but I see him every week.
I just have absolutely no interest in writing books.
I used to sleep well, but my doctor got me addicted to tranquilizers and after a while instead of helping me relax and sleep they had the opposite effect. screwed up my mental health completely. I've never been right since. I don't take tranquillisers anymore, they've done me enough harm. Just have to live with the anxiety and panic attacks, OCD, and everything else.
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When things settle down again maybe you get involved with church activities, that might be the best place for you to meet people and make friends. Who knows, you might meet a nice guy that way, someone you could trust and be comfortable with, but even if you didn't there would be people to talk with and spend time with, maybe you'd feel a little less lonely. *hugs*
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The church is at least a good place to socialise with people who share your values. I sometimes miss going to church but I'm not able to go out much anyway, or sit through a service on hard pews. My hips are bad.
I hope you'll meet someone when you're really ready. No one will ever take Michael's place on your heart, but a new man might someday make his own space there. Tings happen when they happen *hugs* You can't rush or force them.
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Yeah Church might be the place. Sorry you can't go and you have so many health problems. I understand.
No can't rush things, just thought after 6 years surely I would meet someone. I waited 10 years to meet Michael cause like I said, I won't settle for the wrong person just so I am not alone.
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