...I think we could be friends.

Stop it. You can change, you can. Or what's the point?

Be strong, be strong.

I'm not sure why I update. To keep track/look back ( Read more... )

I should be feeling bad. Because I ( Read more... )

Ate. So. Much ( Read more... )

I feel pretty good about myself, eating-wise. Today I had:

2 hard-boiled eggs
1 sweet potato
1 banana
3 sticks of chewing gum
Water.

What makes me more nervous, that I was carrying around a blank, signed check or that I lost it?

GODDAMMIT.

Suddenly I am hopeful for the future. I am alive and I am young and I have dreams and I have thoughts and sometimes I do stupid things and then I laugh nervously but that doesn't mean, that doesn't mean I'm not real. I am a person, I am, I am. I exist. No matter what happens I will love myself. I deserve to live ( Read more... )

Found this online, decided to post here ( Read more... )

At home now-- need to take a shower. (Gave him the card today; I wasn't actually looking at him--but I should have, I should have-- and I noticed he was-- pleased, I think. But of course he would be, why didn't I think of that? He wished me happy holidays. I was leaving. I left. Fucked up again ( Read more... )