Feb 27, 2006 19:11
Ate. So. Much.
My stomach hurts. I feel like vomiting. I hate when I do this: when I suddenly turn to food to blank out my mind/emotions and just shovel food in my mouth. Exactly what am I trying to block out? Why can't I cope with things like normal people?
It gets to the point where it physically *hurts* to eat and still I eat. I feel so sick. I hate food, I hate it.