Should be feeling bad.

[debbiiraahh]

I should be feeling bad. Because I:

Fuck up friendships
Fuck up friendships-that-might-have-been
Am just. SO AWKWARD.

But I don't. I just (hopefully, hopefully) burned off the two slices of cake I had for my mom's birthday.

I want gum but there are calories in gum.

Am drinking water. My body hurts but it's a pleasant kind of hurt, cushioned by endorphins.

Italian class was awesome. Skits were awesome. Airy/Jimmy/Sabrina/Teddy were awesome.

I should be feeling miserable but I'm too tired to feel it.