Papa ( Read more... )

the easiest way to lose something is to want it too much

i think its about time for me to find a middle ground. once upon a time i was a nice guy. too nice. shit happens, you get burned, and you change your ways. i pulled a complete 180 and built up this asshole shell. now its just taking over. i dont really feel that anything i do is bad, i dont even mean half the shit i say, but peoples perceptions of ( Read more... )

kristen is hot

Five years of emotional effort put towards one thing, now has to be stopped. it has to be destroyed. it makes me sick that i have to do it. it makes me sick to think about her future ( Read more... )

My ego's like my stomach, it keeps shitting what I feed it.

i keep searching for a way to explain how i feel. i cant seem to find anything that will do it justice. i dont know why i feel like i do, usually i have a reason. just one of those nights...

This Saturday, I plan on bowling in the 2006 Wells Fargo Bowl for Kids' Sake. It's a charity event raising money for Big Brothers/Big Sisters. Any donations to the event would be greatly appreciated. If you would like more information on BB/BS you can go to Big Brothers Big Sisters

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Wells Fargo Bowl ( Read more... )

its so much easier to live when i dont think about you.

i cant help but hate you for this, but still love you for who you are.

i need to know what to do. theres nobody available to talk to right now. i am supposed to be leaving in 30 min for a job interview in new hampshire. i really dont want to do this job. i dont know why i want to be in new hampshire anymore. i dont really have any reasons. arizona has so much more. i think ill go to the interview just to go incase ( Read more... )