what am i supposed to do? what could i possibly say. what chould have happened in this short period of time that has done this. why does this always happen in the first place. i really need to punch someone or something right now. this is so fucked up...
moving the courthouse and not telling me. thats pretty fucked up. now i have to find a ride to surprise for 130 tomorrow which is like 20 min away as opposed to the 5 that this courthouse was. bah, i hate this state. ill be home soon enough. just 55 days...thats not long, right?
i need to walk. i need to think. its just too late/early and i dont want to get myself into the habit of the spot so soon. i dont want my first trip to be alone.