ho hum
i think its about time for me to find a middle ground. once upon a time i was a nice guy. too nice. shit happens, you get burned, and you change your ways. i pulled a complete 180 and built up this asshole shell. now its just taking over. i dont really feel that anything i do is bad, i dont even mean half the shit i say, but peoples perceptions of me have changed for the worse. supposedly i'm a dick. how can i go back in the direction i was before. by no means do i want to become the same person. its just too vulnerable of a position to be in. i need to discover that middle ground. i need to present myself in a different manner. can't be too hard, right?