a lifetime of fucking things up fixed in one determined flash

[deadsirenred]

i don't have anything new to report. i just can't sleep at all

Comments

[mechers]

You deserve not to hurt. You deserve to be loved, and appreciated, and listened to.

[ghanimasun]

I know I can't say anything helpful.

I think there are still good things ahead of you and I think you are valuable and you don't deserve to be in pain.

I care about you. I'm here if there's something I can do.

[ohheyitsash]

You don't know me, and I don't really know you, but the struggle you're going through is something I'm familiar with. It might not be the same, but the feelings are similar in fashion

thank you

[deadsirenred]

hey,Please don't apologize! Thank you very much for the comment. It really touched me and made me feel better that someone who doesn't know who I am could be kind enough to reach out to me with their own story and make me feel less alone too. Also, thank you for not judging me on the random outpouring of word vomit that my journal usually is.

You sound like a really good person and I hope things get better for you soon too. Please feel free to read my craziness anytime. Is it okay if I friend you on here? Maybe we could both at the least commiserate?

Regardless, thank you for making me feel less alone in the world and proving to me that there are people out there who are capable of acts of kindness. It's good to feel that after dealing with some of the people I've dealt with.

You hang in there too. Hopefully someday we will both be writing on here about good things that happen in the world instead of just the crappy. Take care of yourself. I wish you all the best.

[ohheyitsash]

I would love if you'd add me too. I kind of write my word vomit too, so don't worry. Half of the time I think my writing is piss poor and annoying- maybe it is. Ha! Either way I love writing and reading, and I'm glad I found your journal!