I really don't know what to write here right now. I just felt compelled to write here. I really should just ship off to bed and think of something more clever to right here. I guess I really should've done something today other than TF2 and the Doctor Who/Star Trek Marathon.

Hopefully this pursuit will payoff in the end.

So its been about 3 and a half months since everything went down. I gotta say its been a good and bad thing. I quite miss the time we spent hangin out, playing with the cats, just walking around Royal Oak and Birmingham, and of course the Sunday morning breakfasts. But it was all for the best I suppose. It more than likely wouldn't of worked ( Read more... )

Kind of at a loss of words on what to write recently. Nothing really has been going on and I've have some thoughts on what to write about but I just haven't come around to writing about it. I've been trying to pursue some things and I really don't know if anything will come to fruition with it. I kind of hope so honestly but I'm just taking it ( Read more... )

I've been thinking lately on what to put in here. I was going to go with habits and likenesses that I have got from other women I have dated. Then I was going to go with the weird dreams that I have had lately. But nothing seemed to have popped out at me that I passionately wanted to write about like I have in my past entries. I feel kind of ( Read more... )

I don't know if this seems paranoid or whatever but I have always wondered if people that aren't in my life anymore for whatever reason still follow me or think of me. I always like to think so since no one makes 0 impact in someones life and that everyone means something to someone. I always had funny thoughts of people that I haven't seen in a ( Read more... )

So, made a ninja run up to Java Hutt to kind of get out and clear my head and first thing I notice is that it isn't java hutt anymore :( Sorry Leon and Heidi and anyone else who likes to slutt but I kinda needed this alone run ( Read more... )

Such an odd dream occurred to me last night. It involved Melanie moving in with me, us looking at places to live, and a broken printer she had brought over. So all I gotta say is bah to dreams ( Read more... )

Hmm have been thinking about posting for a while now. Problems being that I never know what to post nor do I ever want to offend or reveal to much. I always tell myself to write whatever I want but when the pen hits the paper I just can't bring myself to write what I want. Kind of like how I wanted to continue the revealing of my past post that ( Read more... )

It feels like I was just shot and shoved off of the Burj Khalifa...

However, I'm not going down without a fight this time.

Since I had this written out starting from the other day ignore most time references ( Read more... )