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Happiness
Since the last time I truly wrote, which was August 30, 2023. A whole lot of things have changed since then and man, am I so glad that it did.
So, life felt mundane and unsure of everything. Then on September 30th, everything changed. My family and I were in a car accident. Thankfully, it was only I that got seriously hurt. A car ran a stop sign ( Read more... ) -
Let's celebrate! My blog is 20 years old
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Talking to Walls
The loneliness in a house full of people. It happens and it's everyday for me. With my husband working from home and my two children doing school at home, you would think I would never feel lonely. But here I am, feeling isolated and lonely in the midst of it all. Sure, I have chores I could do or help with schoolwork, but it's not enough. I have ( Read more... ) -
A Cloudy Day
I wish it would rain more often. I know that others who live in a more rainy climate may disagree with that statement. I guess it would match my mood of sorts I have been feeling lately. I am just stuck in a glum. A rut, so to speak. I just don't feel anything. No joy or happiness. I am just here. Living in the mundane of everyday life. I have my ( Read more... ) -
Is it Tuesday or Monday?
It feels like Monday but thankfully it's already Tuesday. It's like a nice forgotten surprise but totally throws you off when you have to realize that Monday is over but with my husband working this morning, it sure feels like one. Anyways, we survived our first 4th of July BBQ at our house.
With my parents currently in an apartment, we were asked ( Read more... ) -
Do you ever wonder?
So often, I find my self wondering what if? What if I did this differently or that differently? What would my life be like? With so much time spent at home, with my family, all the time, I day dream about if life was different. I'm not sure if it's because I want my life differently, perhaps I may be a bit bored. But I don't know what I would want ( Read more... ) -
Faith
Sometimes you feel as though as you may have all the faith in the world for your family, but may not be reciprocate back to you. That is my current situation right now.
We are currently at different ends of what we want for our kid. We both are on the same page that we do not want our child doing in-person schooling with everything going on. That ( Read more... ) -
A Storm is Brewing
Another day and here I am wanting to write. Let's just hope it sticks. So often in the past, I write about wanting to write more and plan to but then months and sometimes even years go by before I ever write another entry. Yesterday's entry was freeing to me, so figured I should try it again.
We got dark clouds near by but not supposed to get rain ( Read more... ) -
What Day Is It?
With the world evolving and changing, in which it feels like it is changing every minute, I cannot gasp the concept of what day it is. Since March, everything has been blending together. I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels that way. I don't know, some days are really good and active and wonderful. Then there are days like today, where I just ( Read more... ) -
Spring-Like Day
I feel overwhelmed. I'm not even sure why I feel that way. But I do. I just feel this invisible stress of making sure everything I do is right or good or perfect for my kids, my marriage and my life. Yet when I think about my life, what has it become? I feel like it has become so mundane that I cannot even describe it. There is nothing to really ( Read more... )