Yeah what a crock of shit. I was just reading my last entry and i wanted to throw up. me and rich are over and have been for almost 2 months. i did get asked out by this guy named Kall. and i thought he was really great and i was so looking forward to going out with him but i have lost interest in "just sex" and thats all he wanted. he didn't say ( Read more... )

Wow, so it's really happening with Richard. He's been moved to 2nd shift which really sux because it makes dating so much harder for us. oh and i have a confession. yes i slept with Richard a little soon but it had been 3 years, but we have not slept toghether since that night. it's been 2 months. we wanted to wait. i wanted to wait. in the process ( Read more... )

I just got back form a wedding reception which i am kinda drunk from. i am so done with rich. i am tired of being walked all over. he stood me up again tonight and didn't beother to call me. whatever. he can rot in hell for all i care. fuck him. and i plan on telling him that tomorrow or monday whatever day he decides to call me. i should just ( Read more... )

If you love someone you just know it right? there is no second guessing your feelings. Rich says he loves me but i don't know how i feel. i know i care about him a lot but i don't know if i would call it love. it's something though i'm sure otherwise i would just walk away considering the situation. he is being swithced to a different shift which ( Read more... )

So Sunday was my 21st bday. Saturday night we went to Danny’s and I got a dance from my favorite stripper. He smelled so good. He had a tattoo on his back and both nipples pierced. It was hott! After Danny’s we went to "O" so we could shake our shit. It was so much fun.

Aside from the big bday celebration my life has gotten so complicated. I am ( Read more... )

Dude last night was so much fun. Me, Jesse, and April all decided to get a hotel for the night. Jesse's brother JR was supposed to be there too but he punked out. oh well. Anyway me and april got ready at the hotel and then kissy met us out there. while we were waiting for her me and jesse started partying and since i hadn't eaten all day i was ( Read more... )

So today was really interesting. I get to work and wait by press 9 for the morning meeting and then I realize that Those tards turned my press on without bothering to call for an operator. i get over there and see that they placed a box under the conveyor and the box was filled with parts. i was so angry because that meant i had to spend an hour ( Read more... )

Wow so it has been a really long time since i have written in this thing. so i am now working at the factory. i was there for 2 weeks and i was promoted to BCOT Trainer. I was so happy about that too but unfortantely that only lasted for about a month. the new plant manager vetoed the trainers because when the UAW gets in the plant has to pay ( Read more... )

Lately things have been bad. my family has fallen apart and so i have i. i haven't been this low in about 3 years when jd died. whats even worse is i am just so alone. i just don't know what to do anymore...

Okay so I start at the factory this week. It's 12/hour which is really great. It's not glamorous work but I have rent to pay so...

I have been thinking a lot about this guy lately. I liked him a lot back when we saw each other all the time. we talk online every once and a while but for some reason he always has to im me. i don't know what my ( Read more... )