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So today was really interesting. I get to work and wait by press 9 for the morning meeting and then I realize that Those tards turned my press on without bothering to call for an operator. i get over there and see that they placed a box under the conveyor and the box was filled with parts. i was so angry because that meant i had to spend an hour getting myself caught up on the secondary. i couldn't even lable my totes and when becky saw that she bitched at me but it wasn't my fault. it's a little hard to lable the totes when i have to clip the parts and then tick mark my clips while i am already backed up. oh well i guess it doesn't matter because she shut me down after 9 and moved me to press 5 and 6. i had 2 mold changes today and an accidental color change. Dougy is such a goof sometimes. i was really bored on those presses though because i am used to busting my ass everyday on 1.
So something Jesse said to me the other morning is really bothering me. I get that he isn't looking for a gf which is cool cause i'm not looking for a bf but he could at least acknowledge that there are feelings with us instead of ignoring them. I've been listening to Rooney so I am really down about this. I have definately noticed changes in myself as opposed to last year. the conversation we had the other morning was probably the most honest convo i have ever had with a guy without actually saying what we were talking about. we both knew but neither one of us said it. At least we can still be friends. We are supposed to hang out on saturday after kissy, april, and me all go to the club but he said today that he couldn't because he is broke. my check was pretty small compared to a few weeks ago but his was practically non-existent. the state or whatever automatically takes out 180 dollars a week for child support from his check. I don't really like kids but I feel so bad for him. His stupid ex won't let him see his son. he hasn't seen him in over a year. he said he is going to try for custody which is cool i guess and i hope he gets it. he is a really great guy and he is great with kids. kids love him. okay i am depressing myself again.
Okay so tomorrow me and april and kissy are supposed to go shopping for saturday night. we are going to see the "D". Oh yeah we are going to Danny's on saturday to see the naked boys. afterwards we were supposed to get a hotel for me, april, jesse, and justin but it may not happen. hey even if it is only me and april paying for it then thats cool. i was really looking forward to the hotel idea. so one more month to the day and i am 21 yrs old. hell yes!. me and kissy are going to LA the last weekend of april for my bday. We are going to see Hedwig and the Angry Inch live. I am so stoked.
Anyway i am going to listen to some Rooney and wonder why Jesses isn't calling me. He calls everyday so this is a little odd that he hasn't called yet.