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Yeah what a crock of shit. I was just reading my last entry and i wanted to throw up. me and rich are over and have been for almost 2 months. i did get asked out by this guy named Kall. and i thought he was really great and i was so looking forward to going out with him but i have lost interest in "just sex" and thats all he wanted. he didn't say that but considering i told him he wasn't going to get lucky this weekend and i haven't heard from him i knew it was too good to be true. i am so sick of that factory. there was this guy at work named Collin who liked me and we started talking and it turned out he had a serious girlfriend and was never even going to tell me about. i only found out because i had shelly ask around for me. what a crock of shit. things suck right now. i have been doing a lot of thinking lately about my health and i knda think i can't have kids. i have reasons for thinking that and i have never wanted kids but suddenly i feel a little empty knowing i will never have kids. i don't know for sure yet but i am almost positive. Anyway i'm out.