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It seems to me that the people from this town are an odd bread. More than often I am informed that I am being talked about in one way or another by people I never even see anymore. And as much as the ones who do this may deny it or try to make me seem paranoid or something, that’s just not the case. I have too much on my mind between school, ( Read more... )

I'm getting seriously unnerving vibes from everything around me. And at such a crucial transition. I'm disturbed by it.

It's time to start writing again. Reality of my thoughts.

Right now, I should be fine. More than content, really. Happy, even.

But something just does not sit right. And it's creeping around me for the first time in so long. ( Read more... )

I have become overly emotional lately. I don't know what it is exactly. I just watched the last video update Underoath recorded with Aaron. The song playing in the background was "Brothers on a Hotel Bed" by Death Cab for Cutie. I legitimately almost cried ( Read more... )

As I sit here, with my left fist pressed against my temple, holding my exhausted head up, I can hear the tick-tock-tick-tock-ing of my $60 purple Nixon watch, which I bought specifically to match my purple H&M leather jacket. I'm wearing my new blue and white horizontal striped, sailor-esque crew cut from H&M, a pair of Middlesex County ( Read more... )

You're all a bunch of narcissistic, psychotic fucks.

Aaron Gillespie quit Underoath.

This warm weather brings out the best in me ( Read more... )

I don't know what it is about today but I'm having really weird anxiety. It's so weird ( Read more... )

All I can honestly think about is this upcoming summer.

School is a joke to me at this point. I've been quite the whiner these past couple of months when it comes to Rutgers University. The transfer experience was not and is not something I enjoy and I will go on record as saying that I am thoroughly displeased with my choice to attend Rutgers ( Read more... )