Sometimes I feel like I have an advantage. I've gone through a lot. Not so much as some, but a lot all the same. On top of that, I've seen people go through the worst. I've seen friends lose parents, spouses, relationships, and any number of tragedies. I may not have lived it, but sometimes I feel like I've seen it all. Which makes me wonder why I' ( Read more... )

I spent the last ten years of my life with a woman I was not in love with. Well, 9 years and 8 months to be specific, but boy is that a mouth full ( Read more... )

I'm afraid I just can't make it to this years convention. I was really looking forward to it, but oh well. People who don't have jobs, just don't deserve vacations. I'll have to stay at home. I know my friends were willing to pay my way, but I'd have to find somewhere for Dan (my room mate) to go as he and my girlfriend (my other room mate) would ( Read more... )

I don't really know how to say this old friend. The times we've had together were great, but it's just come down to either you or food. I'm really sorry to say it bud, but the food is just more important. Now, don't feel too bad, I know you will find a good family. Perhaps some young person will discover you and make a great friend of you. I know I ( Read more... )

I got flagged for whatever reason on the drug test for fry's. This is what I pay for being a stoner I suppose. I was clean, I did everything I could, but they still flagged me. So anyway, there's this hotel near where I live called the Woodcrest. It's rather new, only a year or two old, and it's rather nice looking. It's very tall, for the area, ( Read more... )

As a child I was pushed out of the conversation. It was back to the days of being seen and not heard. Simple enough to deal with. I just put on my headphones and went on to isolate myself. They had thier conversation around me, I heard not a single word. It's amazing to me that even as an adult I have no control on what I am allowed to hear. If it ( Read more... )

I know it's a bad idea. But my friend Daniel is homeless for the holidays and I just can't let that be. So he's moving back in. Of course there will be some new rules in the house, and my life will again be hell. But hey, I'm doing the right thing. You can't live your life unable to forgive and forget. So yeap, he's comin' back. He'll be here ( Read more... )

Alright, so I didn't get the job at EB. They had a transfer and now there's no position. Oh well. I'll try all over town tomorrow. Just have to keep looking. Eventually I'll find something, nevermind the fact that I've been saying that for the last seven months. Good god I need a job. I'll try those places I recieved in my last LJ post tomorrow ( Read more... )

Money really does buy happiness. Without money a person can not afford food, lodgings, liguid refreshment, power, or even friendly company. These are all the things that a person needs to be happy. It's not like I have the skills to go out and capture my own food, and even if I tried I'd have to have a licence wich of course costs money. I have ( Read more... )

This is an e-mail I recieved from my ex-roommate Suzie. The Daniel she speeks about is my other ex-roommate ( Read more... )