Feb 14, 2005 10:13
I'm afraid I just can't make it to this years convention. I was really looking forward to it, but oh well. People who don't have jobs, just don't deserve vacations. I'll have to stay at home. I know my friends were willing to pay my way, but I'd have to find somewhere for Dan (my room mate) to go as he and my girlfriend (my other room mate) would kill each other before I got back. Hell, they would now if I wasn't here. So since I can't afford to take Dan with me, I'll just have to stay here. Besides, it's a lot of money I really shouldn't be spending. It's selfish of me to spend 100 out of the 300 we get on a convention when it's the only money we get to buy groceries. I swear, I hate making responsible decisions. They never end in fun. The last decision was to sell my xbox for groceries and cigs, now I have to give up my convention. Oh well, life goes on. It's a good thing I believe in karma, because otherwise I don't think I'd be a nice or responsible person at all. I mean, if there was no thought in my head that all this was for the best in the long run, I'd be back to the same kind of irresponsible decisions I made last year. Ugh, growin' up sucks. Stupid fact that if I don't cover my own food no one else will.